Yesterday was one of the heaviest days of my life. I felt like dragging a ton of weight behind me. Apart from being physically listless because of sleeping way too late, I was feeling emotionally dreary, unmotivated, and weary.
Stress was nagging at me even as I was getting ready to leave for the office. Our project for our OJT training is nowhere near finished. It was the time that I have considered the possibility of not completing the project. For a moment, I was a pessimist.
The first minutes inside of the office were worse. I felt like breaking down. I was frustrated. I prayed to the Lord to help me get through this. I didn’t feel comforted right away. I was too focused on the problem.
The office hours took the little life I had left for the day. It was tiring. It consumed the dregs of my cup, leaving me bone-tired.
As I was washing my clothes, I decided to find rest in the presence of our Lord. I played songs of worship and my heart cried out to Him. It was a wordless prayer composed only of silence and grievance. And at that moment, I was comforted by His presence. I was tearful, near crying, as I heard Him comforting me through the songs that were playing. I let myself to be drowned too much that I forgot that my Helper walks on water!
I was even more comforted when I read my devotion notebook. Rest can be found in Him!
But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus.